Friday, May 15, 2009
Exhausted
I've never been this exhausted before in my life.... really. I mean, I've been that kind of muscles sore, been working out too hard and could fall asleep standing up type of exhausted before, but that is the kind of exhausted that I've always been content with. My emotions have just taken it out of me. Being pregnant hasn't helped and I feel like I've been on an emotional roller coaster. I've never been jobless before and with only 13 weeks left in my pregnancy, we've been running numbers to see how we can get by if I don't find a job before the baby comes (which is highly likely). The only problem with this is, what do I do with myself? Everyone keeps telling me that I deserve a break since I haven't had one in years between working full time and going to school full time. However, when you're on the go 24/7, what do you do with yourself when your life takes a sudden stop for an indefinite amount of time? Obviously this is only my second day into being jobless so it has been filled with sending out resumes and trying to figure out how to handle everything in the mean time. I know that I can't stay on this roller coaster forever though. At some point I need to relax and find a hobby or two to keep me occupied in between job searches. In the meantime, I'm doing my best to take family advice and relax for the sake of the baby.
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First you breath! You take some time, because you have worked hard. There is always a plan, you just have to remember that. With My Mr. out of work, I am just as stressed as him. So remember that the Mr. is stressing too. (And running the numbers over and over, just causes a big knot in you stomach). There is a bigger plan, it will work out. It will be more amazing that you could have planed for. For now, Have a WONDERFUL vacation!
On a side note I think you should take some time and learn how to digital scrapbook, you and I used to scrapbook all the time, and this is the new wave! Then you can teach me!
Hang in there, we are thinking of you!
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